Jiddu Krishnamurti and Vipassana .

                       I was associated with one of the Goenka Vipassana centre and  I have practised Vipassana for some time  . Goenka has built an organisation, which is a bureaucratic structure from top to bottom .. When defining ends (nirvana)you define means (method) and you build a system around it . The system could be religious , semi religious , or a cult . Members associated with the system make a lifetime mission to take the organisation to the next level .By defending the system that theirs is the only method/way to salvation , By enrolling more people in the organisation, generate more funds . So that they could build structures , super structures . Structures like temple /church/mosque/global pagoda .The system is itself EGO . The goal itself is a version of self/ego.You have goals only when there is a self . Instead of dissolving self , you are strengthening it in a subtle way . Adhering to a minimalist lifestyle also does not dissolve self .

          Now about the method , I find In Vipassana meditation taught by Goenka ,where you are focusing/concentrating on breath and then body sensation .You may call this as awareness or something .But you are controlling the mind . Mind wanders , you control it by bringing it back on the breath ,and on body sensation . Initially you have to put in lots of effort but later on when you master the technique your levels of effort come down .But still it not effortless . After some time you feel exhausted . You may not be able to focus/ concentrate any more . you almost cannot observe any sensation , because your mind is in a gross state . Some People call that as silence . I believe it may bring lots of tranquillity to the mind ,but not the silence that they claim . During the day you have tremendous attention but during the sleep there is inattention . The attension/awareness is so artificial . They claim that this meditation frees youfrom you past and other apprehesions, Erasing memory is not solution . one cannot be free from conditioning so easily . Deep inside you are still not free. 

  Jiddu Krishnamurthi makes more sense , he is called as Maitreya . The new Buddha. JK too condemns the asiatic concept of the meditation system. What JK is saying is that you impose control in these systems of meditation .Control by not reacting to the sensations , psychosomatic , and physiological reactions . Control by not making your mind not to wander . This control is not choiceless and neither effortless . you are making a conscious choice to bring attention on breath ,and on body sensation . Control is resistance . The friction created in the mind by bringing attention to an object . One doesn't attain salvation /nirvana in the presence of friction, resistance .This meditation may benefit at initial levels,  especially who have issues with concentraion / focus . but not the way to enlightenment . I believe Buddha tried many methods and finally realised that no method leads to nirvana . In the end one has to leave all methods/systems. There is no method /path that leads to nirvana .

 'Truth is a pathless land' JK. and . 'It's a Gateless Gate' said by Nisargadutta Maharaj .

Mother Nature Rebooting .

ALONE !!!

Life is what happens to you while  you are busy making other plans .- John Lennon .

Truly said .

"Only a real risk tests the reality of a belief ."  C.S Lewis .

Someone rightly said :

Baadlo mein har kisi ke vaaste hai koi boond

Shart yeh hai utni shiddat se koi pyaasa to ho .

The Lovely Bones

Movie talked about a teenage Girl Susie Salmon , watches her family and friends struggle to move on with their lives, from her own personal heaven after her tragic death.
The movie depicted God-free heaven, where Susie's soul matures and continues to learn .I felt the whole movie was an intellectual understanding of why susie wants those things and how the dead Susie orient herself in her personal heaven . This movie was mesmerising ,soothing and touching all the strings of my heart .